mmmhhhhh.........

I know I had a busy 10 days, with the wedding etc., but did I harm my body that much??


Today, I went to the Budwig Centre in Malaga. The centre for 'alternative cancer treatment'. They quote that they 'treat the cause and not the symptom'.  http://www.budwigcenter.com/

I have bought the Linseed oil and Quark, to take on a daily basis. Having undergone a 'VEGA test' , I was told that there appears to be a tumor in my liver and my lower pancreas.
I was told to avoid red wine ( contrary to earlier information given to me), Gluten, Mild, Coffee, Prawns.......... I can do all of that. I will take the supplements they gave me ( a long list of supplements) ............ but, for now the 'tumor news' is on my mind. Much against my belief, I will ask for a PET scan to follow this one up.

If they are correct in their findings, then I am pretty impressed and I guess I need to do some more research as to what happens next.

If they are wrong, at least I will sleep better, knowing that..............

It is strange, if I had heard what I heard today, 3 months ago, I think I would be pretty upset tonight. Having said that, I feel numb, not upset, obviously not happy, but pretty calm. It feels like another hurdle to get over.
I will ask for a PET scan the 19 October, when I see the oncologist again, and by the end this month, I will know what I am dealing with, if anything. I mean apart from the 'cancer stuff' I knew I was dealing with this morning.

It did make me smile though, to think I have thrown myself in alternative treatment, with the hope that I will kill any stray cancer cells, when by the sound of it, I have a couple of little tumors growing inside me nicely, just ready to change into cancer tumors. Who was I kidding? Right?

Let's hope I won't regret not following the chemo train. At least in the case of death, I could  have blamed the oncologists, but now................ I can only blame myself.

Very interesting and I thought, very heartening to hear was the following: The tumors ( in my liver and the pancreas), which according to the doctor, Kathy, is not cancerous at the moment, is likely to have been caused by the one and only chemo session. If this is correct, then I was right in everything I feared about having chemo. Just a shame that I got myself pressured into having one chemo session..........

Well' I will find out and then deal with it! In the meantime I am now back to healthy food. I can honestly say, I loved the 10 days of eating and drinking. I loved the wine, the baguettes, she beautiful Cabra cheese, the lamp chops........... the choccies Robyn and Craig brought over............... and so much more. I loved it all. But, this was then, now is now, can't wait for my Quark / linseed oil mix, followed by veggies and fruit............